i don’t know how to say the things i wanna say because i feel bad and you might think im crazy and im just going to hurt your feelings. and im not gonna say them on here either. this is as much as you get. see, i cant even tell you this ‘in person’. im sorry.
there’s something you don’t know. i cant say it. and i dont want you to know either because itll make the situation worse for me, and yeah, you too. i have talked to you every day since ive been here. i have called you on the phone almost every night. you have become one of my bestest friends. and one day one of us is gonna lose each other. it always happens. and it sucks. and again, im sorry.
